Everyone's Leaves...

Never think tat u r strong.
Coz u never know how and wat might just made u crumbled.
Maybe the simplest thing in the world can be the reason.

Humans are weak and most of the times do not know wat they want. Or i should say, not strong enuf to fight and pursue what they want. And not to forget, temptations are just everywhere.
So, most of the time, we chose to leaves whenever things on the other side looks just slightly better.

Me and my stubbornness has made me to come this stage.
I knew this will happen better than anyone.
It was the lil hope at the bottom of my heart that made me continue walking this path, knowing it's a wrong take. Yea, of coz ... and my stubbornness too.
I was warned earlier. but i insisted.

I wanted to do my part. I wanna correct the so called mistake that i did previously.
I just wanna work things out.

I have tried my best.
But this is what u chose.
I accept it...

It's here again...

Just woke up not really long ago.
Knowing that i won't be able to sleep well last nite, so i took the most effective way to curb this.
So there we, my hoomies and i went to Berkaraoke til like about 4am and balik and tidur terus. Best!
Was really tired...that there's absolutely ntg else that i can do anymore other than sleep.
Yea, the most effective way that i was saying here is to do whatever til u r tired...super tired. And sleep it off.

The horrible feeling is here...again

Myself

This is me....

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I'm still here

OH-MY-GOD

I can't believe this.
I'm actually typing in my long abandoned blog.
And the best part is tat i still remember my username and password.

It's been really long.
So much things happened, changed along with all sorts of found as well as lost.
Life is tat complicated, mind u. At least mine is.

Shall be back....soon

Confusing English

It's Raya !
It's good enuf for me to enjoy the holidays.

Was checking my inbox and i found this. It's a gud one. *wink*

CONFUSING ENGLISH

1. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP ?

2. Do Lipton Tea employees take coffee breaks ?

3. If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from ?

4. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from
Holland called Holes ?

5. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery ?

6. Why the man who invests all your money called a broker ?

7. If horrific means to make horrible, does terrific mean to make terrible ?

8. Why is it called building when it is already built ?

9. If a book about failures doesn't sell, is it a success ?

10. If you're not supposed to drink and drive, then why do Bars have parking lots ?

11. If you take an Oriental person and spin him around Several times, does he become disoriented ?

12. If vegetarians eat vegetables, what do humanitarians eat ?? Human ??

13. If working hours are meant for working, then why are you reading this ???

Hahaha...
Selamat Hari Raya, ppl..
Enjoy !

Just a short one...

So here am i, using Yook Hwa's pc to update my abandoned blog.
I decided to do this as i'm sick and on MC today.

Well,
Working at the new place is fine. People there are nice too.
Just tat i have not get the stable grip on things there yet.
Still got mistakes here and there, which makes me feel sad and dissapointed.
But, What is there to expect rite ? Newbiew will be newbies.

I still tumpang at Yook Hwa's place and will get the keys of my own place soon. Hopefully by end of this week.

Many random things are playing in my head non-stop, recently...darn!

Updates

Hey everyone...

It's been a long week.. real long.
So much to be done in my last week working at Bernama TV.
Yea, i resigned edi.
My last day was on the 29th August, The Budget 2009 day.
Managed to snap some pics with my fellow co-workers as well as editors.
It was a hard decision to leave Bernama Tv, to be honest. To leave my happy land, where everyone is so close to each other. I'm gonna miss the warmest there. Oh man...

It took a lot of guts and considerations, also encouragements from many people.
But at the end of the day, I'm the one who needs to decide as this all about my life.
So, yea... i decided to leave for the sake of trying things out in a new place. I hope things will be good there. *crossed my fingers*

I can only say THANK YOU to each and everyone of U at Bernama TV, for teaching, guiding, and just leaving foot prints in my life. U made me a better person and i like it. Thanks a lot.

Rite after my last day working at BTV, my convocation is on the 30th Aug. Ppl says convocation is the second big day in our lives, after the wedding. And i got no comment on that. Haha..
My mom and sis were here as my VIP's guests. Chewa :p
Daddy and brother can't make it. But i understand.

Nothing can beat the moment when mommy and sista were sitting there waiting for my appearance in the hall. And the moment they saw me receiving my scroll up on the stage too.
I'm glad the most important persons in my life did not miss it. I thank you.
More pictures coming up from the Big Day :P

My current status is jobless (til 8th Sept).
And i am now busy packing my segala-gala harta, as i'm gonna shift to somewhere nearby The Edge, my new company this weekend.
Damn, i got so many stuff lar... duh.
Me is gonna have my own room and berjiran with Tammy Koo and Yook Hwa tim!

Oh man!
I got mix emotions now...